Talk About Life, Again

I have been thinking about the worth of life again. Everyday I woke up early to go to work, and going back home late. In between I perform my SOLAT, as usual. Still, I kept on thinking the purpose. It is safe to say for a person like me, to view this life as lifeless. Being only to live to work and eat and pray all the time. Zero entertainment, zero fun in life. So, whats is the whole point of ... People always remind each other to live life to the fullest, to feel life and having as much appreciation and joy with life while it still last, but what about the after life. I am not saying that abandoning the whole human concept of living life while you can and still alive. Well, I am probably a living yet dead life live-er. Clueless of the purpose of life yet knowing the need of life to perform spiritual activity to gain pass for the after life. Just think about it, everything you have done, work, joy, feel, etc, are ALL in the past that are only remain as bits of memories. Have it occur to you the waste of not only time but also lost of life. We, human, are actually a waster of life that has been bless to use by GOD. Regardless of who you are, the fact are still intact to be remain that human will always be a waster of life. It is getting longer and wasting the time that I need to have rest. Until next time, citizen of those who I appreciated for reading this post. Best Regards, Taufik

Complaining about life with mess up Brain

I am not complaining about life. Its just that my mind are all mess up. Or so I think it is. ALL the time I have been thinking about what is the purpose of me walking on this EARTH. I am a nobody. I have none. I am THANKFUL TO GOD that for all the gift that has been given to me. But as human, I am limited to my need to obtain security and safety of me and also those that are related to me. As living requires the need to eat, and food requires money, which lead to work for the benefit of surviving. I don't know what to speak off about cause my brain is currently mess up. So much to talk about while thinking and typing but as it flows, it goes into millions of path. Clueless and meaningless with variety of messages lead to haziness of purpose of my word. Well, until my next post. Thank you for reading my mess up Brain.

Living and Surviving Life

This questions has come again to my mind. I can't get it out yet making me to blog about it. What is the purpose of living and suffering and struggle to survive. Sooner or later we will all go back to Allah S.W.T. All the luxury and life we once had will be left behind and taken away from us. Even our memory, as it comes with the function of our body. Whats left of us are souls that will be once again awaken the be questioned. So, what... Hmm... I don't know. Sometimes I am just probably tired to keep on going to survive. But more or less, the times has not yet come to us, survivor of this short life, short world. Well, this is getting too deep to be bare. I know, you people out there, if you are reading this, probably thinking that this crap does not mean anything to you, and that I should LIVE my life to the fullest. Well, have you thought about the purpose of life? Think, why does GOD made us to walk on this Earth, with the instinct of survival? Anyway, I guess this is it. Next post would probably be the same, to nag about life. BUT hey, hmm... never mind. Its probably just that if you are reading this, something must be wrong. HOPE that all goes well to you. thank you.

TO ALL

GOOD NIGHT!